lesson learned

i have learned a valuable lesson today.. no one is the same. just when you think you're at your lowest someone can step into your life and change everything. you may think no one cares about you. you may think you're alone in the world. there is always someone there to talk to. it just takes some time to figure out who it is. heck it could be your boyfriends mom! haha. go forward with your life. work through your problems. DO NOT GIVE UP ON ANYTHING! everything is worth it. stick up for what you believe in. fight for what you want! wait for as long as it takes to make things right. never end or give up on something/one you love. its your life. live it the way you want it to be. everything happens for a reason. you learn from your mistakes. fights are mistakes. fights happen so someone can talk to you in a way they would never before. listen to whats being said. think about it. people can change. and you can change the world.

Day 30: Something or someone that means a lot to you

i honestly had to sit here for a while to think about this one. i couldn't decide between a few! this question is the hardest! so i decided to post pictures of a few things that mean a lot to me! :)

Day 29: Three Wishes

three wishes...
~well of course the first wish would be to have wishes!
~the second wish would be to have a perfect relationship and be happy forever! :)
~the third would be to have everyone else be happy since i'm happy already!

Day 28: A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest

hahahaha my sister is definitely the person i have been closest with the longest. she is my best friend in the whole world!! we always have fun. we are very creative and no matter what we are doing we make it fun!! haha everything is funny to us. we know how to have a good time. we have fun sister days and we go on vacations together! we even ran a half freaking marathon together! i know i will always have fun when i'm with haley! i do not know what i would do with out her. i would just cry for days and days if she died and i would never stop! cuz IM LIKE A BIRD!!!
we have so many inside jokes too! way way way too many to write down! we do the weirdest things when we are bored at work like glue our hands together and when a customer comes in one of us has to lay on the ground so they wont see us! haha. oh man i love her! there is so much more i could say but i think i have said enough!

Day 27: Something you wish you were better at

singing. enough said.

Day 26: Your Dream Wedding

i haven't really thought about my dream wedding... i just know i want to get married. i kinda want my colors to be tie dye i think that would be super sweet! i want a pretty white dress to wear! it doesn't have to be fancy but it has to be super pretty! :) i do want to get married in the draper temple. i help kinda build it so that temple is really close to me! my wedding will just be very simple. just like a normal wedding. i just mostly care about the wedding part :) and the honeymoon cuz i think that will be soooooo much fun! going somewhere way fun with the person you just married. that sounds great to me :) so yeah i guess that is my dream wedding :)

Day 25: Something you hate

something i hate... i hate when i'm in a bad mood and people try to talk to me and it just makes me in a worse mood. it annoys way bad and i just hate it!!!!!! :)

my best friend

jordan eric fry is my best friend.
he is always there for me.
i can tell him anything.
i know i can be myself around him.
he makes me happier than i can say.
he means so much to me.
he is a really really big part of my life.
i do not know what i would do without him.
he is everything to me.
he knows what makes me happy.
i know he will always be my friend.
he is more than i can ask for.
he knows what makes me sad.
he saves my life.
he makes me stronger.
jordan is what makes me me.
he has changed my life.
i love him.
<3 my best friend :)

Day 24: Something you love

something i love... oh geeze i love a lot of things!! but at the moment i think i love my nook!!!!! i just bought a nook and it is my favorite thing in the whole world. i just love reading books on it and stuff! so if anyone knows of any good books pllllease let me know!! :)I LOVE MY NOOK!

Day 23: A talent of yours

a talent of mine. well i have danced my whole just until a couple years ago. i would say i was pretty good. i would practice hours on hours every day of the week. it was my life. i pretty much didn't have time to do anything else. i loved it because i was good at it. i loved going to dance competitions and being there all day long. i love sitting there listening to your name being called finding out what place you were in. i love picking out my dance costume. so many memorize that i need to hold on to. i miss it a lot of the time but it's okay. i had my fun and i'm so glad that i got to grow up dancing :)

Day 22: What's in your purse?

hahaha what's in my pizza bag purse...
~school work
~book
~keys
~powerade
~umbrella
~water bottle
~glasses
~toothbrush
~camera
~pills
~wallet
~chap stick
~apartment magazine
~nail polish
~pens
~eye drops
~chocolate
~garbage
~score sheet from laser tagging
haha there used to be a bag of cheetos but someone ate them all! but that is what is in my purse this very moment :D

Day 21: Favorite Picture of yourself ALL TIME Why?

ha this one was really hard for me cuz i like all the pictures of myself. :) so i went onto facebook and looked through the comments of a lot of my pictures to see which one i commented on for being my favorite and this one said i love this picture so i put this one on. :) it reminds me of how happy i can be and how happy i want to be. i look really happy in this picture and that was a great day in the past that i want to always remember.

the future

i have been thinking a lot about the future lately because it is almost time for me to graduate. i just decided that i'm moving out with a couple of friends for the summer and i will need to get a second job in order to pay for everthing. i need to start thinking about what i want to do. i keep changing my mind and i don't want to decide on something and start in it then decide its not what i want to do. moving out and being on my own is scary and i don't know how i am going to be able to do it but i want to see if i can. :) i am super excited to move out and i'm looking forward to the future!!

Day 20: Favorite Quote

just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. we are not the same persons this year as last; nor are those we love. it is a happy chance if we, changing, continue to love a changed person.

Day 19: Something you've learned

ohhh man that's a hard one.. not because i haven't learned things but because the things i have learned are very deep and personal. here is one.. i have learned that i'm not always right and i don't know whats always right for me. i need to listen to what other people tell me. i am selfish sometimes and it ends up hurting other people. and once i have something in my head i'm stuck to it and i don't want to change my mind. i know i should put myself first but it is hard to figure out what is best for yourself. ha life is just hard.

Day 18: Favorite Place to Eat

hmmmmmmm my favorite place to eat would probably be ginza!!!! i. love. sushi. that is all i have to say.

Day 17: Something you're looking forward to

getting married! finally having a boy thats stuck with me! not having to worry about breaking up and knowing we will always get over our fights! being able to be together all the time! never having to go home or be without them. sharing our secrets and our lives together. traveling the world. having a best friend and someone to always talk to. knowing someone will always be there. being committed for the whole world to see. it would be perfect :)

Day 16: Dream house

my dream house. i want it to either be the note book house with the shutters and the wrap around porch or a little cottage. i want one of those old fashion looking houses just built brand new so its not all creaky and stuff.i love old fashion things and that would be perfect.

Day 15: Your favorite memory

my favorite memory. ha i think i have a few and they are very very cheesy don't judge me.
~sisterday we did every crazy thing you can think of in the ugliest clothes!
~on christmas eve jordan knelt down on one knee and asked me to be his girlfriend. ha it was sooo cute but so cheesy. it seriously felt like my heart skipped a beat.so cute and romantic. :)
~going to the great salt lake and lagoon with haley!

Day 14: something you're afraid of

i am just going to make a list of things i'm afraid of. haha some of them might sound stupid but its just me :)
~wind
~tornadoes
~getting my heart broken
~spiders
~doing things illegal
~the future